i don’t do much |sophie|15|chicago|Tumblr (3.0; @steadily)http://steadily.tumblr.com/“I have always been tormented by the image of multiplicity of selves. Some days I call it richness; and some other days I see it as a disease, a proliferation as dangerous as cancer. My first concept about the people around me was that all of them were coordinated into a whole, whereas I was made up of multitudes of selves, of fragments. I know I was upset as a child to discover that we had only one life. It seems to me that I wanted to compensate for this by multiplying experience. Or perhaps it always seems like this when you follow all your impulses and they take you in different directions. In any case, when I was happy, always at the beginning of a love, euphoric, I felt I was gifted for living many lives fully. It was only when I was in trouble, lost in a maze, stifled by complications and paradoxes that I was haunted or that I spoke of my “madness”, but I meant the madness of the poets.”<br/><br/> - <em>Anaïs Nin, The Diary Of Anaïs Nin, Volume I 1931-1934 (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://rabbitinthemoon.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">rabbitinthemoon</a>)</em>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51202532599http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51202532599Thu, 23 May 2013 23:57:40 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a347de80ec37453c5fe4b8011a21471a/tumblr_miu4m7w7mO1rkfzwto1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51201885067http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51201885067Thu, 23 May 2013 23:47:21 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ea16743809c95d5c5aca25c611d0d253/tumblr_mma1mxIXsT1rnroq3o1_250.gif"/><br/><br/>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51201864607http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51201864607Thu, 23 May 2013 23:47:02 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ee568695784034ac0d8964f8b862eb22/tumblr_mfcw5bre7V1s15357o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51201527608http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51201527608Thu, 23 May 2013 23:41:50 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8b4b677c318ddc46c085762899b02f20/tumblr_mj0bbzpfdD1r34092o1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/77990b50aeffa5dd87cb1b332938bb42/tumblr_mj0bbzpfdD1r34092o2_500.png"/><br/> <br/>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51201396603http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51201396603Thu, 23 May 2013 23:39:49 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2a85e63cf5cf4579806b106a52a34346/tumblr_mmrf4qMx5t1sqh0koo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://trxnsparency.tumblr.com/post/50375677185" target="_blank">trxnsparency</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>transparent sad faces</p> </blockquote>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51201381803http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51201381803Thu, 23 May 2013 23:39:35 -0400<iframe src="//www.tumblr.com/video/steadily/51193451133/400" id="tumblr_video_iframe_51193451133" class="tumblr_video_iframe" width="400" height="225" style="display:block;background-color:transparent;overflow:hidden;" allowTransparency="true" frameborder="0" scrolling="no" webkitAllowFullScreen mozallowfullscreen allowFullScreen></iframe><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><small>First trailer for <strong>Arrested Development</strong> - Season 4!</small></p> </blockquote>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51193451133http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/51193451133Thu, 23 May 2013 21:52:33 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/194f40d5a99cecc8fda1e16875bae59a/tumblr_mmf2psdShj1rrsjf4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://overidealism.tumblr.com/post/49841506922/water-color-art" target="_blank">overidealism</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://lituhayu.deviantart.com/art/water-colour-art-303646662" target="_blank"><strong>Water Color Art</strong></a></p> </blockquote>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50886014568http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50886014568Mon, 20 May 2013 00:53:38 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2b6bb126252eb3e9dc6b94cc3d8ae905/tumblr_mgaxhrrV301rnajh7o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50885985495http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50885985495Mon, 20 May 2013 00:53:08 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ca809fa9341b4bbf7c18179333f94bf6/tumblr_mn2yjzudlL1qhf18ao1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/630e4fd80e20f0e569941c131f39787e/tumblr_mn2yjzudlL1qhf18ao2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5ac0ddc091c3a8bf2dea2b5e660753ae/tumblr_mn2yjzudlL1qhf18ao3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p>me on the plane upsetting people in the aisles </p> <p>anyway now i’m back from arizona. while i was out there i got a tan and a prom dress and a sense of apathy towards the rest of the school year</p>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50885537204http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50885537204Mon, 20 May 2013 00:45:35 -0400lolme<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_50752519227" src="http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752519227/audio_player_iframe/steadily/tumblr_mn0axi7T421qcrg69?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fsteadily%2F50752519227%2Ftumblr_mn0axi7T421qcrg69" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://howdareme.tumblr.com/post/50745372185/you-are-the-reason-im-smiling-when-theres" target="_blank">howdareme</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em>you are the reason i’m smiling when there’s nothing to smile about</em></p> </blockquote>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752519227http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752519227Sat, 18 May 2013 16:01:06 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/229e9ee67f0d93ce32dc3ffffbd036e1/tumblr_mmemreLhb51qgwqw9o1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>the whole show</p>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752505609http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752505609Sat, 18 May 2013 16:00:55 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/46ba00e07e03ed6d326dce3119125c9c/tumblr_mm39ggep2O1qcoyp5o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kahluacream/3267521564/in/photostream/" target="_blank">yellow room seventeen magazine 1962</a></p> </blockquote>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752153008http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752153008Sat, 18 May 2013 15:55:56 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lcy2llJYEi1qzi80do1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mrgolightly.tumblr.com/post/2104996517/choose-life-choose-a-job-choose-a-career-choose" target="_blank">mrgolightly</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em>Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suit on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life… But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin’ else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you’ve got heroin?</em></p> </blockquote>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752145375http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752145375Sat, 18 May 2013 15:55:51 -0400<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_50752121927" src="http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752121927/audio_player_iframe/steadily/tumblr_m53njf33o41qbd0dy?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fsteadily%2F50752121927%2Ftumblr_m53njf33o41qbd0dy" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://artismadetobeheard.tumblr.com/post/24405520830/i-hope-that-i-dont-fall-in-love-with-you-tom" target="_blank">artismadetobeheard</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>I Hope  That I Don’t Fall In Love With You - Tom Waits</p> </blockquote>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752121927http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752121927Sat, 18 May 2013 15:55:30 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md12mxoyLi1rpduwho1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752107940http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50752107940Sat, 18 May 2013 15:55:18 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/36c550ecfa14e82cc344dbde21de65cc/tumblr_mmtivooell1qajca9o2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d581eff28a96959664b38062c96dcfb4/tumblr_mmtivooell1qajca9o1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50751626216http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50751626216Sat, 18 May 2013 15:48:31 -0400<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://johnmalkobitch.tumblr.com/post/29436573963/mangum-in-the-middle" target="_blank">johnmalkobitch</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Mangum in the Middle</p> </blockquote>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50751460143http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50751460143Sat, 18 May 2013 15:46:09 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m800xsmpAP1qmc7z6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50751391721http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50751391721Sat, 18 May 2013 15:45:10 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8s6rnR66W1qztef9o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://thatbabe.tumblr.com/post/29463733191/omg-it-all-makes-sense-now" target="_blank">thatbabe</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><strong>omg it all makes sense now.</strong></p> </blockquote>http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50751227768http://steadily.tumblr.com/post/50751227768Sat, 18 May 2013 15:42:49 -0400