me on the plane upsetting people in the aisles
anyway now i’m back from arizona. while i was out there i got a tan and a prom dress and a sense of apathy towards the rest of the school year
it’s not even that i feel like high school is my peak, because it’s not i mean i hope to god it’s not, it’s just that i’m so shit at adapting to change and it freaks me out to have so many choices because that means there’s equally as many ways to go wrong. i went to a college fair the other day- because i feel lik e if i start preparing for this shit early then it won’t have me stressing so much junior/senior year- and i had a sort of internal breakdown ebcause the whole process is just overwhelming and it will be a huge adjustment. i feel a lil better about it now because i feel like i’ve narrowed down my choices but i probably won’t egt accepted to the places i wanna go and even if i do there’sstill the issue of financial aid ug h? very sorry for putting my anxiety on display but jesus christ this is a sucky process
